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cades hates home - sun suddenly screams from the blue |
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whew. only a few days left of tour. it's been retarded fun. i even got a tatoo. HA. we'll i'll have to post pictures or something in the next couple of days, and give the rundown. we're deaded straight for hurricane or tropical storm dennis. eeeek.
she has birthed a song writer.
she's responsible for another heart-breaker,
another middle track.
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(is the reason.)
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[01 Jul 2005|07:31pm] |
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i'm in nashville. yesterday we took pictures of some pretty gnarly spiders out of north carolina. holy shit. we're playing rcktwn tonight, in about an hour or so actually. as soon as i'm done playing, i'm walking up a little staircase and watching the #12 looks like you. booya.
duece duece niggas
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(is the reason.)
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[29 Jun 2005|08:00pm] |
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mitch |
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this tour is just fucking crazy. i can't even keep up in my journal. it's been the biggest affirmation of life ever. i think we're going to post tour diaries or something gay like that so you'll find out.
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(is the reason.)
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[25 May 2005|03:40am] |
well i certainly do not post often, which should implicate that there is a nice carpeted bare spot in the corner of my living room where a computer should be. i am truly sorry. I wrestled three bears and jumpkicked an entire army defending this computer just to say congratulations to all the graduates this year.
watch Mr. Show
StL
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(is the reason.)
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[09 Dec 2004|11:37pm] |
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ey paulie' - baberham lincoln |
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i'm really sad we didn't talk tonight, you owe me pictures.
"you know you guys love tubez" -em
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(is the reason.)
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[08 Dec 2004|08:58am] |
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kind of like spitting - passionate |
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i'm sorry i missed everyone's birthday. i'm alone in the world, so it's hard to get a hold of anyone anymore. please accept kevbo's apologies as well.
i'm spending christmas in tucson.
you know.. i have this friend. i'm not going to mention his name, because you probably don't know him anyways. or wouldn't really want to. i feel really bad for him because he's falling apart, and there's nothing i can do to save him. it's getting progressivly worse and he's the most caring boy, but on the same token he is kinda getting what he deserves. whenever he's around, he seems to take people down with him, and he tells me all the time that he wishes he didn't. i try to give him advice all the time. i tell him "you really should move on. i mean, she did. and if she's already over you with no regrets, then maybe you should to. what the fuck is wrong with you cades?" i've been saying that for months and months now, but he just won't listen.. "ben, seriously no matter what the circumstances, i really love this girl, and i'm never going to stop caring about her, just like i told her."
i don't know, somepeople are just hopeless romantics.
at least he can take a little comfort in knowing that she is happy, and he is not screwing up her life still. <3
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[18 Nov 2004|10:19pm] |
another 15th slips by..
goddamn i miss you
oh shit you're here! HA
l888888888888888ter
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(is the reason.)
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[21 Oct 2004|03:58pm] |
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the goo goo dolls - long way down. |
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i see your smile. aaaaaand i still melt.
blah blah blah
i lost my plug again today, so i'm just walking around with a tylenol cold pill in my ear, because i'm lazy.
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(2 texas | is the reason.)
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| quick update |
[19 Oct 2004|01:01am] |
ybks has a new bass player and will continue rocking. everyone welcome mike C. to the band.
as soon as we have a full set ready, nonstop shows. rock on
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[07 Oct 2004|12:44pm] |
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the good life - lovers need lawyers |
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it's time for me to move on in life. i have dreams to chase, and promises to make. i've been hiding under a rock for too long, and for the wrong reasons and wrong people. i have a hott date tonight, and chicago to look forward to this weekend. i bowled super shitty at the stick. i missed etid =[ . i like dressing nice. i look like shit. i'm not shaving anymore. i've been sick for the last 2 weeks. at some points, i know exactly where i am emotionally, and others i still don't know. tim kasher is making me hate myself right now. ybks needs a bass player, and a place to practice. and we're serious finally. i started writing some of my best stuff recently, and it's sure to please. i think i'm going to change the name too. i want to start new. i'm gonna go write now.
january.
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(2 texas | is the reason.)
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[26 Sep 2004|02:24pm] |
it's been a pretty long time =/
i went to city club last night... it certainly was different. i had a good time do to my company, but i highly doubt i'd go regularly. i'm supposed to be at work right now, but i'm really fucking sick. i've literally had about 10 hours sleep in the last 4 days. i hate me again..
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(is the reason.)
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[25 Sep 2004|06:25am] |
you could have at least said hello..
i should have at least said hello =/
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(1 texas | is the reason.)
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[21 Sep 2004|03:55am] |
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tbs - this photograph is proof. |
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every single last thing that i held dear has left me for good.
so if you've ever thought of me positively. take it back.
i'm tired of holding on, just to feel heartbreak.
i'm ashamed that it took me this fucking long to notice the huge ass knives in my back.
and more so because i'll never be able to take them out.
i'll just stop talking to people. i'm already pretty much non-existant.
either way i am removed
might as well make it my choice.
=[
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(1 texas | is the reason.)
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[17 Sep 2004|06:38am] |
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acceptance - rerun |
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orange and creme slurpee's are nothing short of amazing
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(4 texas | is the reason.)
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[15 Sep 2004|04:22pm] |
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superstitions of the sky - Dove Song |
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i am finally seeing why i was the one worth leaving..
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(1 texas | is the reason.)
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[08 Sep 2004|06:18pm] |
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jude the obscure - eyes bat lash |
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i have to go to work in like ten minutes and call someone =D yet i'm still sitting in front of this damn computer.. i better get on it!
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(is the reason.)
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[23 Aug 2004|04:17am] |
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dad and liz bitching |
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today i hung out with rachel, sara, justin, jamie, tiffany, and juan for a while, then we met everyone DR at arthurs. they're starting to kick us out there. we had a good run but where to next guys??
in other news =/ + =D + ?? + <3xo
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(1 texas | is the reason.)
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[21 Aug 2004|01:09pm] |
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i miss you |
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brandnew - the boy who blocked his own shot |
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